how can a kiss change your life forever
one little kiss
both the beginning of life and the end of life
the best kiss ever
better than when u were six and your first kiss in your life
better than pixiesticks at 9
better than you first tounge
like finding your soul u never knew u had
like finding the other half of you soul
a think line connecting two forever
but dooming your past
just a matter of time
when hearts will break and homes will crumble (thanks RC)
the people u love
u know will fall
will find things about u
u can hide for a while
run from the truth
but it's attached by your shadow
always there if u look
maybe drink or drugs
but that's even worse
maybe end it all
lose the bad and the good all at once
but keep trudging on
relentess against the sand
wanting the new
not losing the old
but u can't have both
waking in pain and tears
u ever have that dream
where u accidentially run over your cat
the sick feeling how nothing will ever be the same
but u wake up and it goes away
relief washes over you
the pain receeds
but u don't wake up from this
every day it's the same
u get busy
forget for little periods of time
but never wake up
this one is the dream become nightmare
no relief
the occaisional smile
the little laugh
but mostly sorrow
burning burning burning
but we go on
hoping to wake up
sentience
what a curse
who thought this up
who made us the way we are
is this the gift
is this the burden
is this the penalty
finding out your unwashed soul
the mirrow never lying
and all the while
the truth behind your shadow
follows u around